It's been two years by now, and I'm anxiously awaiting coming home and sharing moments with Miles, you, and the rest of my family and friends.
If Miles hasn't gotten married to Diane or anyone by now, then he'd better do it before I get home, haha.
If you have kept your promise all this time, then I have kept mine, and I am the happiest man on the face of the earth, as well as the luckiest. If you have kept your promise all this time, then you've probably told me in just about every letter. If you have kept your promise all this time, then you are one of the few people in the world that has felt true love and knows godlike patience, and I am extremely happy for you.
I have no doubt that our next meeting will be amazing and full of emotion.
I love you with every fiber of my being, and I hope I can take you to the temple when I return so that we can be together forever. I love you, Karalea <3
Sunday, September 1, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Happy Happy Birthday, Karalea, Dear!
Happy days will come to you all year,
If I had a wish, that it would beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
A Happy Happy Birthday to you from me!
Happy Birthday again! You've lived on this earth for a whole two decades ... feels weird, huh? I hope school is still going well for you and that you're still keeping your promise, I know I am and honestly I know you are too, because I trust you and I believed you when you said you would.
I hope by now I have sent a birthday present home for you, if not, I hope you know that I still love you with all my heart, and that we only have a few months to go before I come home.
I'm loving the work by now, but I'm thinking of you and praying for you every night, I love you so much <3
If I had a wish, that it would beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
A Happy Happy Birthday to you from me!
Happy Birthday again! You've lived on this earth for a whole two decades ... feels weird, huh? I hope school is still going well for you and that you're still keeping your promise, I know I am and honestly I know you are too, because I trust you and I believed you when you said you would.
I hope by now I have sent a birthday present home for you, if not, I hope you know that I still love you with all my heart, and that we only have a few months to go before I come home.
I'm loving the work by now, but I'm thinking of you and praying for you every night, I love you so much <3
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Christmas Time Again!
It's another time to celebrate the birth of our savior, Jesus Christ. I hope it's a happy day for you.
I'm sorry there haven't been more posts, I haven't been able to think of any other days to post, but there will be one more before I come home.
I'm still thinking of you and praying for you to have strength to keep your promise.
I love you with all my heart and soul, Merry Christmas, Karalea, I hope you remember the spiritual worth of this great day <3
I'm sorry there haven't been more posts, I haven't been able to think of any other days to post, but there will be one more before I come home.
I'm still thinking of you and praying for you to have strength to keep your promise.
I love you with all my heart and soul, Merry Christmas, Karalea, I hope you remember the spiritual worth of this great day <3
Friday, October 5, 2012
One Year already? Wow!
It's time for the next post, I didn't know any other time to put it, so I'm sorry you had to wait this long for another post.
It's a year today that I entered the MTC and began my two years dedicated to our Heavenly Father's work.
Actually, I'm lke any other person, so I've probably faced so much rejection and doors shutting in my face that I've gotten trunky, so maybe if you send a reminder that I put this blog post that it'll help.
I love you, and I'm still thinking of you and praying for you, and hoping you are still keeping your promise ... what am I saying, of course you are :) because you're amazing like that and you promised.
If I haven't written you much or written anyone much by this time, then scold me when you read this blog post. I'm not saying that I'm going to slow down my letters to you or anything on purpose, but I've been told a lot by now to "forget myself and go to work" so I have probably taken that too seriously. This next year will get even better than this past year, so I hope that I'm still telling you everything that's going on, but one thing I know for certain by this time, is that I still love you with my whole being, and I am patiently awaiting your next letter.
I love you, Karalea, I really do <3
It's a year today that I entered the MTC and began my two years dedicated to our Heavenly Father's work.
Actually, I'm lke any other person, so I've probably faced so much rejection and doors shutting in my face that I've gotten trunky, so maybe if you send a reminder that I put this blog post that it'll help.
I love you, and I'm still thinking of you and praying for you, and hoping you are still keeping your promise ... what am I saying, of course you are :) because you're amazing like that and you promised.
If I haven't written you much or written anyone much by this time, then scold me when you read this blog post. I'm not saying that I'm going to slow down my letters to you or anything on purpose, but I've been told a lot by now to "forget myself and go to work" so I have probably taken that too seriously. This next year will get even better than this past year, so I hope that I'm still telling you everything that's going on, but one thing I know for certain by this time, is that I still love you with my whole being, and I am patiently awaiting your next letter.
I love you, Karalea, I really do <3
Monday, January 30, 2012
Feliz Cumpleanos!
Feliz Cumpleanos! Another surprise! It looks like my plan is working, so you will find a few more posts later through my mission, including my one-year mark, christmas, another birthday, and right before I come back.
So you're Nineteen now, right? I hope you enjoyed my present :) You've always had a piece of my heart, now you have it plus the key, so take care of it, please :)
Im still thinking of you, and I love you with all my heart, have a happy birthday, dearest ^.^
So you're Nineteen now, right? I hope you enjoyed my present :) You've always had a piece of my heart, now you have it plus the key, so take care of it, please :)
Im still thinking of you, and I love you with all my heart, have a happy birthday, dearest ^.^
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Feliz Navidad
I'm doing this way ahead of time to both surprise you and just because, lol ^.^
I hope this works >.<
By now it's christmas time, and you've probably recieved and opened my present to you, I just wanted to let you know now that I'm still thinking of you, and I have your pictures very well preserved in my scriptures.
Of course I'm speaking as if everything works out the way I hope it will.
I just want to let you know that I'm still thinking of you, and that I love you with all my heart, I miss you, but I can wait to see you again, I'm most likely having the time of my life, but I'm still keeping my promise to you, as I know you are too.
Merry Christmas, and have a Happy New Year, sweetheart :)
I love you, Feliz Navidad, mi amor <3
I hope this works >.<
By now it's christmas time, and you've probably recieved and opened my present to you, I just wanted to let you know now that I'm still thinking of you, and I have your pictures very well preserved in my scriptures.
Of course I'm speaking as if everything works out the way I hope it will.
I just want to let you know that I'm still thinking of you, and that I love you with all my heart, I miss you, but I can wait to see you again, I'm most likely having the time of my life, but I'm still keeping my promise to you, as I know you are too.
Merry Christmas, and have a Happy New Year, sweetheart :)
I love you, Feliz Navidad, mi amor <3
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Bye Bye Beautiful
This is gonna be my last post ...
My parents have raised 6 boys, all who have gotten their Eagle Scout rank and have gone on missions ... I'm the last of not only the boys but the whole family as well. I feel responsible for a lot of family values and expectations that people have for me ... But, surprisingly, I'm not afraid.
Mom says that she's not sad whenever her boys graduate or get married or go on missions and stuff like that, but I'm pretty sure that, deep down, she feels a lot of emotion about this, seeing as how I've been there for her pretty much every night for the last two years, and she has never been completely alone for longer than a day or two ... so I'm sure that by the time I get to Mexico, she will be EXTREMELY happy to welcome Miles back.
Dad hasn't put much input about it, but I know he feels the same way. He has always been there for me, always perfectly willing to do stuff with me and give me blessings and other things. He has never been too hard on me with expectations, I don't think, but I know what he expects, and I have always feared losing his trust. I think the scariest moment in my life was the day I lost my sight, I had no idea what was happening, but it happened all at once while I was trying to copy notes for first grade. Suddenly, everything just started getting blurrier, and I could only see my hands. I thought it was a nightmare, but it was all too real, and I was freaking out ... Thirteen years later, I still remember that day, and I remember how scared I was, and I always think of it as the worst day of my life and the scariest moment ... but I'm pretty sure that that would all change if I were to hear the words, "I'm so disappointed in you ... I thought I could trust you ..." come out of my father's mouth.
My family has always been there for me, even when I was immature and annoying and spoiled, which I would like to apologize for. I have a feeling that at one point, I may have been the least liked member of the family to everyone, because of how I was always yelled at and how my brothers really didn't like talking to me, and I'm sure it was annoying to have my Mom pull them aside and scold them for not "taking care of their little brother," I'm sure I was a nuisance ... I sure hope I've changed, I certainly feel like I have. I know my brothers love me because if I answer the phone they talk to me a while before asking for Mom, and they think of me when an event comes up, like a football game or something like that. I know my sisters love me because they've finally started saying so and treating me like the rest of my brothers ... meaning they abuse me, but still, I feel accepted now, lol.
I've probably been the biggest nuisance to Miles, seeing as I always tried to copy him and do everything he was doing, and wanting everything my way, and doing everything with him, and whining if I didn't get to be with him, but even though we always argued, I always looked up to him. If I copied him, it was because I admired him and wanted to be like him because he was and is so awesome to me. I'm so glad Miles and I have a mutual relationship now, I don't know where I'd be without his influence and example. I love Miles and everything he does, and I can't wait to see him again. I've been told that it's possible I will see him at the airport right before I leave for Mexico, so I've got my hopes up now, even though I know it can't happen *sigh* I'll just have to deal with it and keep writing him until I see him again.
Last but not least, Karalea ... Mom has read all my feelings towards you, but she hasn't lectured me about it or warned me or anything, so I know she feels different about you than she did the other girls. She really wants to get to know you, I promise. You have helped bring me up when I was down for five years, and I thoroughly appreciate that. I love you so much, and I'm so glad we had last night together. Like you, I *almost* keep saying I can't wait to see you after my mission, but I know you will keep your promise, mainly because I didn't make you make it, you did that all on your own, and to see your willingness in doing that ... it brings a tear to my eye each time. I love you, and I promise to keep my promise to you, as I know you will for me. If you ever think of me, I would actually like it if you would check through this blog, and through my mission blog that Mom will keep for me, because everything in them will be in my mind throughout my mission.
I love you, so much.
Bye Bye, Beautiful <3
My parents have raised 6 boys, all who have gotten their Eagle Scout rank and have gone on missions ... I'm the last of not only the boys but the whole family as well. I feel responsible for a lot of family values and expectations that people have for me ... But, surprisingly, I'm not afraid.
Mom says that she's not sad whenever her boys graduate or get married or go on missions and stuff like that, but I'm pretty sure that, deep down, she feels a lot of emotion about this, seeing as how I've been there for her pretty much every night for the last two years, and she has never been completely alone for longer than a day or two ... so I'm sure that by the time I get to Mexico, she will be EXTREMELY happy to welcome Miles back.
Dad hasn't put much input about it, but I know he feels the same way. He has always been there for me, always perfectly willing to do stuff with me and give me blessings and other things. He has never been too hard on me with expectations, I don't think, but I know what he expects, and I have always feared losing his trust. I think the scariest moment in my life was the day I lost my sight, I had no idea what was happening, but it happened all at once while I was trying to copy notes for first grade. Suddenly, everything just started getting blurrier, and I could only see my hands. I thought it was a nightmare, but it was all too real, and I was freaking out ... Thirteen years later, I still remember that day, and I remember how scared I was, and I always think of it as the worst day of my life and the scariest moment ... but I'm pretty sure that that would all change if I were to hear the words, "I'm so disappointed in you ... I thought I could trust you ..." come out of my father's mouth.
My family has always been there for me, even when I was immature and annoying and spoiled, which I would like to apologize for. I have a feeling that at one point, I may have been the least liked member of the family to everyone, because of how I was always yelled at and how my brothers really didn't like talking to me, and I'm sure it was annoying to have my Mom pull them aside and scold them for not "taking care of their little brother," I'm sure I was a nuisance ... I sure hope I've changed, I certainly feel like I have. I know my brothers love me because if I answer the phone they talk to me a while before asking for Mom, and they think of me when an event comes up, like a football game or something like that. I know my sisters love me because they've finally started saying so and treating me like the rest of my brothers ... meaning they abuse me, but still, I feel accepted now, lol.
I've probably been the biggest nuisance to Miles, seeing as I always tried to copy him and do everything he was doing, and wanting everything my way, and doing everything with him, and whining if I didn't get to be with him, but even though we always argued, I always looked up to him. If I copied him, it was because I admired him and wanted to be like him because he was and is so awesome to me. I'm so glad Miles and I have a mutual relationship now, I don't know where I'd be without his influence and example. I love Miles and everything he does, and I can't wait to see him again. I've been told that it's possible I will see him at the airport right before I leave for Mexico, so I've got my hopes up now, even though I know it can't happen *sigh* I'll just have to deal with it and keep writing him until I see him again.
Last but not least, Karalea ... Mom has read all my feelings towards you, but she hasn't lectured me about it or warned me or anything, so I know she feels different about you than she did the other girls. She really wants to get to know you, I promise. You have helped bring me up when I was down for five years, and I thoroughly appreciate that. I love you so much, and I'm so glad we had last night together. Like you, I *almost* keep saying I can't wait to see you after my mission, but I know you will keep your promise, mainly because I didn't make you make it, you did that all on your own, and to see your willingness in doing that ... it brings a tear to my eye each time. I love you, and I promise to keep my promise to you, as I know you will for me. If you ever think of me, I would actually like it if you would check through this blog, and through my mission blog that Mom will keep for me, because everything in them will be in my mind throughout my mission.
I love you, so much.
Bye Bye, Beautiful <3
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